I cannot express how grateful I am to be here, to be in this place where I discover there is yet another 2 week wait. I thought after you go in for your Beta Hcg, you knew. But apparently there’s more limbo to wade through. In about a week though, we should know what path we’ll be on.
Until then, I worry about whether every sensation that I feel is normal. I google every symptom that comes and then just as quickly disappears. I am so afraid of losing this chance that I am forgetting to enjoy every moment.
I have 7 more days of practicing a quiet mind, and a peaceful and patient heart. Wish me luck!